Recently, i am confused about the meaning and definition of a FRIEND! What i understand is, a FRIEND is very important. We can share lots of things with FRIEND, we study and discuss homework together, we hang around and have fun together.
I think most of people will feel that having a FRIEND is very happy and lucky. So do I, i think having a FRIEND is very happy for me.
However, sometimes i feel having a FRIEND is quite troublesome, sometimes i feel unhappy and stressful though. I just don't know why.
The fact is, I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!! I treat them very nice and good! I will always help them when they need help. Unfortunately, not all of them love me so much and the ways they treat me are not as good as i treat them. haiz ><
I know, I cannot blame them for treating me not good. I only can blame myself treating them too good! Sometimes, i really think deeply about it. Do i really treat them too good as a FRIEND? Is it bad for me if i treat them too good? Will I become the victim who get hurt?
Indeed, i really treat them very good most of the time! Because i really treat them as my FRIEND! I think that i should treat them like that! I think the ways I treat them are correct! I respect them and love them!
Nowadays, i speak and communicate with them lesser than before. Sometimes, i feel it is better to be alone! I feel myself is happier to be alone! hahaXD quite emo currently!
But this is not me! This is totally not my style and personality! I cannot be quite! I will become insane one day~ hahahahaha!! Hope everything will become fine! And hope everything goes right =) I should always be optimistic and be happy ^^
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